eye candy

Various works of art that I pour my heart and soul into. <3 Click on them for my commentary!

I may watermark my work, but please don't repost or use my art anywhere. Even with credit.

2025

Digital art depicting a flashlight beam lighting up a red and grimy room. The walls are stained and rough, while the tiled floors are dirty. A corpse is sat down on the floor, hair covering their face, barely lit up by the flashlight. There are bullet holes on the wall behind them, and a blood splatter right behind their head.

Lost and Found 9/27/2025

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Hi guys. My mental state is ok I promise. I just wanted to draw something more typically terrifying LOL…

I got into Cry of Fear recently, and am beginning to check out the masterpiece that is Silent Hill, so those two served as my main inspirations.

I’d also really like to get into drawing monsters or just.. really fucked-up-looking character designs. Just to see how I can work with that kind of symbolism. I think it’d be pretty fun!

Digital art of a day-time scene in red, yellow, and orange huess. It’s a new dawn, and the sun rises, bringing light to a dark landscape. A windmil sits atop a hill in the foreground, while far away plain grassy hills are in the background.

Arise 9/20/2025

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Got really inspired by my mom’s laptop wallpaper and drew something heavily based on it! Lost the source of the image though.. :(

I’ve just been trying to make drawing fun for me again. To make something coherent and visually appealing while not worrying about being 100% original or sticking to a sketch— ‘cause holy shit, let me tell you, I am genuinely so sick of worrying about anatomy and accuracy… It just tires me out.

Anyway, an unrelated-ish observation; I think it’s funny that my previous drawing was cool-toned and set during the night, while this one is warm-toned and set during the day.

Digital art of a night-time scene in green and blue hues. A crescent moon shines high above, its reflected rays lighting up the forest and lake below.

darling luna 9/17/2025

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My GOD, do I love overusing certain brushes. Clouds (Scale) this one goes out to you. o7

..Seriously. I kid you not, 99% of this artwork was made using that brush alone… (It’s surprisingly very versatile!)

I wasn’t going for anything specific with this one, I just really wanted to fuck around with more nature-y scenes. It turned out so pretty. I’m really, really happy with this.

Abstract digital art of swirling tones of blue, black, and purple, which almost forms a smiling, mocking face. The texture looks rough and scattered. Stretched text on the top of the art says “killjoy”.

killjoy 9/12/2025

Digital art of a ruined city. The entire artwork is in black, white, and grey, and ever so slightly tinted by blue. A bright light shines from the sky, as if reaching down.

catastrophe 9/6/2025

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I’m not very good with picking out colors, so most of my art actually start out as achromatic, black and white pieces— I just tend to slap multiple color overlays on top as I continue to draw!

I find it a lot easier this way, so I can focus more on value instead of worrying about unity and hues and shit like that. And if I don’t like the colors I picked? Then I can just change the overlay layer! Wow! Isn’t that convenient!

I couldn’t help but wonder, though.. What would my art look like without those overlays? So I tried it out! (Ignore the fact that this is slightly tinted blue. Ok. You didn’t see anything.) And I quite like it!

Remembering that Decalius comment a classmate of mine made, this really does look like a metal(or some other alternative genre) album cover. I even tried adding text to it so I could lean into it, but it wasn’t as pretty as I’d hoped..

Credits

City ruins were taken from ibisPaint’s asset library.

Digital art in warm, burning tones (black, red, bronze, yellow). A soldier, holding a flamethrower, stares at a group of fellow soldiers setting something ablaze. Smoke and fire rises to the sky. The edges of the art look charred. Text reads “I’M GOING TO BURN THIS WHOLE WORLD DOWN”.

BURN 9/4/2025

Credits

Lyrics/text are from the song Burn by Nine Inch Nails, and photographs were taken from this Wikipedia article.

A digital artwork in blue and purple tones. It depicts a landscape, a dark sea highlighted by the bright sky above.

Bright Sky, Dark Sea 8/20/2025

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Made this one during a horrible day.. It was originally going to be a lot more scary-looking than this, but it ended up looking pretty peaceful.

..Not much to say, honestly. I just like how it looks. Does give me a sense of calmness when I look at it, too, so it serves its purpose well.

A digital abstract artwork in warm, rot-like colors. A hand is shown, with a parasitic worm sticking out of it. Text around the art reads 'i can feel it / i can see it / i can hear it / i can't get it out

Parasite 8/19/2025

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I based this one on a nightmare I had recently. I don’t have dreams/nightmares often nor as vividly as I do now, so it was fucking terrifying to me.

It was a regular day, as if I wasn’t dreaming and was instead awake. Everything was rather irrelevant and mundane, as I went to go rinse off an apple I was planning to eat.

Then, with my hand under the running faucet, I noticed this strange worm-like bug on my hand. I couldn’t feel it. I was weirded out, but not too scared. Until I realized it wasn’t washing away. How could it? The thing was in my skin!

No shit I was scared by then. I watched it move around, revolting me even more, then I tried to pull it out. But it was to no avail. Then the dream ended!

I can psychoanalyze myself about this for hours, but that’s a story for another time.. Afterwards, I thought the imagery and possible symbolism was metal as fuck so I decided to put my fear on paper (iPad, actually). I photobashed a picture of my hand and a parasitic worm for this. Pretty cool, if you ask me.

A digital abstract artwork in warm, almost burning colors. It depicts multiple skulls being distorted by a nearby fire/explosion. Text in the corner reads 'I REGRET NOTHING'.

I Regret Nothing 8/12/2025

A digital abstract artwork in cool, blue and purple tones. It features a monarch butterfly and chrysalises as the background, and is overlayed with multiple bright blue textures that contrast with the darker shades. The very distorted text excerpt goes into detail of metamorphosis..

Metamorphosis 8/12/2025

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I love the color blue, I love butterflies, I love caterpillars, I love chrysalises. And I really, really love this artwork. It brings me joy to have made it and to see it!

This was heavily inspired by my website’s layout and overall concept (to serve as a place of fluid, free change). Duh. That’s pretty obvious. :P

I just looove this one so much. I used a random photograph of a monarch butterfly and chrysalises for the background, put butterflies using ibisPaint’s swallowtail brush, and used the table filter to make a grid-like texture. I also used an excerpt from Wikipedia for the text!.. Though it’s rather hard to tell that it’s text. Which is the entire point, so it’s fine.

Now that I’ve made this, I realize.. Damn. My art would make amazing wallpapers. I might end up making more just for that purpose!

A digital abstract artwork in warm, almost burning colors. It depicts hell, with burning fire iin the bottom, and accompanied by the 'voices' of the damned. There are clawmarks on the side.

Hellfire 8/11/2025

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Was feeling like shit and made this to distract myself. :”) This “being Undiagnosed, Unmedicated, and Unstable” thing is hard!! At least I have art I guess.

This one started out as a black and white piece, formatted kind of like a typical screen print poster— Black border, sleek text on top, some items (a gun, some claw marks) within, circular shapes, and a helluva lot of texture… I don’t remember what happened halfway through. ^_^”

Obviously the claw marks and texture stayed, but the objects and achromatics got replaced with hellfire. If you look close enough, you can still see the circular shapes (now more similar to arcs..), but they’re not the focus anymore.

Now, about whatever the fuck this could possibly mean.. I’m not very religious, though I can’t help but think of Hell from time to time. I don’t like the concept, honestly. I can’t put it into words, but it haunts me. I guess this is a visual extension of that fear. It's me, scrawling what it could be to rid myself of the thought.

I try my best to be good and to do good, but I know for a fact that I’ve fucked up many things before, and that I will continue to do so. It’s a part of being human. I don’t want to end up eternally punished for it, though… Many parts of life feel “eternally punishing” enough, haha..

A digital abstract artwork in rotting colors, white, blue, green, copper, and red. It depicts a bruised ribcage with holes or bits of mold. The text near the center reads 'DEEP WITHIN'.

Deep Within 8/9/2025

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Initially, I had no idea where I was going with this. I was just feeling dangerously low, opened up ibisPaint, and started out with a blue-green tinted background.

At first.. I think I was going for the feeling of loneliness? But then I drew something that looked similar to a spine and went “Oh shit that goes hard.”. HAHAH..

So, here we are! I was going to mope about how lonely I was, but I ended up moping about how ingrained everything is. And it does indeed go hard.

When you feel something or think something for so long, you start to believe it’s a part of you. Past your flesh and carved, bruised into your bone marrow. It’s not an organ you can take out, not blood you can drain, no, it’s your entire damn foundation. It’s the thing that grounds you and provides a basis to keep moving.

I just keep on thinking these things, “I’m an angry person”, “I’m a miserable person”, when I’m really just a person! The things that plague me do not encapsulate me, even if it feels like it, even if it feels like it’s deep within my being. I needed catharsis and a reality check, and this piece served me well in that.

A digital abstract artwork in warm, meat-like colors, mainly white, red, and yellow. The background is of meat, and bones/pieces of the spine are in the foreground. The text reads 'time to pretend to be someone' and 'then you'll be like me / JUST THE MEAT'.

JUST THE MEAT 8/9/2025

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RAHHH I LOVE JESUS LOVES JUNKIES!!! AND I LOVE MY NEW ABSTRACT ARTSTYLE!!

..Or, put more elegantly; Here’s an abstract-ish piece meant as fanart for JLJ’s song, Just The Meat! :)

A good friend of mine described Just The Meat as an “identity crisis” once. I think I agree, especially with the lyrics “You picked the perfect time to fuck things up / You picked the perfect time to grow”, “Time to pretend that you're someone”, “Time to defend what you've become”…

There is no true identity. There are no true thoughts. Just the body and cruel base instincts— The meat, if you will. Just your flesh, your skin, your bones, your nerves, and the false persona others construct of you, of which you try to conform to. I think those kinds of things are very interesting!

For this, I used a stock photo of meat as the background, ibisPaint’s bones brush, and a shit ton of textured brushes/erasers.

Credits

Lyrics/text are from the song Just The Meat by Jesus Loves Junkies.. Obviously. :P

A digital abstract artwork in warm, almost burning colors. It depicts a degrading, spiral fractal on the right hand side. On the left is the word 'forever', visually losing quality the more it is repeated.

forever 8/9/2025

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Got plagued with the anxious feeling of cycles, loops, and eternity one night, and in a fit of terror, made this.

The concept of “forever” is fucking terrifying, I think. Not getting worse, not getting better, not changing— Just a flat circle and continuous loop of the same shit over and over again ’til the end of time. It feels hopeless. It feels internally degrading. I used this to express that. I hope it comes across well.

Anyhoo— My first finished piece with this new experimental abstract (?) style! It was really fun and freeing to make this, actually.. Took me around an hour and I felt lighter after making it. If that makes sense.

I was really inspired by the visual direction for Postal 1997, some of my favorite bands’ album cover art (Chemlab, Jesus Loves Junkies, some NIN..), and horror stuff in general.

I think it’s obvious, too, and I’m actually proud of that! ‘Cause, holy shit, it is hard for me to give digital art that kind of texture. It was even harder deciding on the colors. I spent like most of my time fucking around with overlays.. Worth it, though.